MY HEAVEN♥

A WAKE UP CALL

2009-10-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wonder why we experienced these things? Like what happened just a few weeks ago. ..Ondoy struck Metro Manila and Pepeng on the other hand struck the northern part of Luzon. It was really heartbreaking to see those people who suffered under the typhoon's wrath. Thousands of people were left homeless,hundreds of people lost their lives..and some people don`t even know how to start again.

What Ondoy and Pepeng brought us made me realize that we can never be sure of the things that will come our way and the thought of 'end of the world' made me shiver.But then,despite of the tragedies that we encountered, we should thank God for giving us another chance to learn from our mistakes.

Can man know when the end of the world will come?OF COURSE NOT.Only God knows when the end will come.

Catastrophes and tribulation should not make us afraid but watchful and vigilant.We MUST believe that God loves us and He will do good to us and spare us from all evil.

just another drama

2009-10-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

I can say I am over him a million times and more. I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow. I can practically curse him anytime together with his newest girl. But once his around, I don’t know and I can’t explain why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp making me want to fall into his arms once again. After everything that he put me through, he still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that I can do nothing about it.

IF ONLY.

2009-09-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

Another tiring day.. another day to make me feel I`m miserable as I watch them together smiling.If we can only dictate our heart to love a certain person who`s worth the pain, if we can only dictate our heart to stop loving someone then there will be no brokenhearted people anymore... no more person in despair.

DownfaLL

2009-09-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

I saw him waiting for her..
I saw him caring for her..
I saw HIM chasing her...
I saw how he smiled at her...
I saw how much they like each other...
and I saw myself crying for the person who broke my heart thrice..

What will you do when you see the person whom you STILL love for almost 2 years being lovey-dovey with your friend?

I`ve been faking a smile and happy aura whenever someone asks me if I am already moved on... But truthfully, I`m dying inside... I`M SICK AND TIRED of being MISERABLE because of LOVE.

While having the Wednesday mass a while ago, I broke down in tears.. to the point where all of my classmates came up to me to ask me what`s the matter.I smiled and still, tears continued on flowing..I hugged Kelly at that time tightly.. not wanting to see one`s reaction over my wailing. My chest started to hurt, my eyes began to swell,I could only hear Kelly saying.. "Just cry until it hurts no more.." I don`t understand myself either for not accepting the fact that we are OFFICIALLY OVER, over for more than a year and yet, I still can`t let go.My brain wanted to forget but my heart can`t. I wanted to forget him so BAD. I don`t want to be LOSER to anyone`s eyes who can`t get over with her ex. I don`t want to waste my tears to the person who made me dreary.

Tell me, there`s still a cure for my disease,right?