Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
IF ONLY.
Another tiring day.. another day to make me feel I`m miserable as I watch them together smiling.If we can only dictate our heart to love a certain person who`s worth the pain, if we can only dictate our heart to stop loving someone then there will be no brokenhearted people anymore... no more person in despair.
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 6:51 PM
DownfaLL
I saw him waiting for her..
I saw him caring for her..
I saw HIM chasing her...
I saw how he smiled at her...
I saw how much they like each other...
and I saw myself crying for the person who broke my heart thrice..
What will you do when you see the person whom you STILL love for almost 2 years being lovey-dovey with your friend?
I`ve been faking a smile and happy aura whenever someone asks me if I am already moved on... But truthfully, I`m dying inside... I`M SICK AND TIRED of being MISERABLE because of LOVE.
While having the Wednesday mass a while ago, I broke down in tears.. to the point where all of my classmates came up to me to ask me what`s the matter.I smiled and still, tears continued on flowing..I hugged Kelly at that time tightly.. not wanting to see one`s reaction over my wailing. My chest started to hurt, my eyes began to swell,I could only hear Kelly saying.. "Just cry until it hurts no more.." I don`t understand myself either for not accepting the fact that we are OFFICIALLY OVER, over for more than a year and yet, I still can`t let go.My brain wanted to forget but my heart can`t. I wanted to forget him so BAD. I don`t want to be LOSER to anyone`s eyes who can`t get over with her ex. I don`t want to waste my tears to the person who made me dreary.
Tell me, there`s still a cure for my disease,right?
Reach my prismic soul.
BEE
ABiGAiLE LAE XYREL SY.
o2.14.95
I’m the kind of girl who doesn’t really care about my looks,
the way I dress and the way I wear my shoes.
I don’t wear make-up and I don’t really care about my actions.
I like the way I laugh and I love the way I smile.
Often times, people misjudge me because of my personality but anyway,
I can walk silently and everybody notices me unlike others who
walk confidently and believe that they are pretty.
Unconditional Desires.
wishlist.
blackberry storm
nokia E71
lots of money $_$
The endless connections.
links.
Mix the words up.
tagboard.
It took time to see.
the archives.
PlayArea.
misc.
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